Lesson learned.

Today,
I've learnt that anger and disappointment are two feelings that are very much the same.
They compliment each other like how we should.

I can't expect you to love me the way I love,
I understand that,
but I don't understand how to get over it.
I am butt hurt and I want to crawl back into the safe haven that I've built for myself.
What is the point of putting yourself out there when you can just be alone?
You have you,
and only you to take care of,
to be mindful of,
and there is nobody to hurt you.
You can be bare,
bask in your naked glory because nobody is going to ridicule your thoughts,
your ego,
and your being.

and I say this,
even as I love you.